-Tuesday, April 19, 2011-
HELLO BLOG =))
Its been Long.. .
Just to summarise,
Got myself a new job. In May, its going to be my 4mths there.
Everyday im learning something new..
Meet a couple of niceeeee people..=D
N Being surrounded by special kids, makes me feel special & i thank god for everything..
Alot of shits has happened & is still going on..
But i aint gonna complain abt anything.
I am just gonna look forward.
I am very happy with the people i have.
I dont need a million frens...,just 1 close one, & my life will be happy.
Veryy Thankful to god for giving me them.. =)
At the end of the day, i am a happy gal..
& DAD, i still love you =D
t.h.A.!.Y.!.B.A.H W.a.s H.e.R.e @
- 7:34 PM ♥-Wednesday, December 1, 2010-
Hating myself for making a mistake again.
FUCK!!!
Got to somehow clear the mess up.
Dam..
*SwitChed OFF mode*
t.h.A.!.Y.!.B.A.H W.a.s H.e.R.e @
- 1:13 PM ♥-Tuesday, November 30, 2010-
Most will feel relaxed if they aint working, can take it as a short break..
I cant even feel that..
In the family i am, i got to work everyday coz i need to provide for the family..
Now that i am finding a job, i am worried coz i need a gd job..
Stressed coz i need a job soon.
Dam disappointed about the childcare job.
having an assumption & facing it is 2 different things.
Under that line, i realised passion, patience, tolerance is very important to keep you going.
YES, i love kids, but that wasnt enough to keep me going.
I was happy doing it, so i left..
FUCK!!
Ok whatever.!!
NOW I NEED A JOB.
t.h.A.!.Y.!.B.A.H W.a.s H.e.R.e @
- 11:04 AM ♥-Saturday, October 2, 2010-
I have no BF.
I dont come from a rich family.
Despite alot of falls, i always stand up strong.
Yes i am sacarstic.
Yes i am arrogant.
But i have a BIG BIG heart.
I love my closed ones.
Even if they hate me, i dont give up relationships easily.
All my life, i have felt lonely.
ALways made my own decisions.
Always felt that life's unfair.
& Kept qn-ing god, WHY?
Why is it always PAIN?
Why must it always be TEARS?
there is alot of things i regret in my life.
EXCEPT FOR MY PARENTS..
they are my best gifts.
yes, i dont have a dad.
But 9 yrs is all i need, my dad is still ranked no 1 in my heart.
n my PRECIOUS WOMAN.
NO ONE can ever replace her.
I can give up anything for my mum.
Being both a dad & mum aint easy, but to me shes done an awesome job.
but how the kids turn out to be, its their own choice.
Dont even dare blame my mum.
U got to go through me before you get to her.
THANK YOU GOD FOR THE PRICELESS GIFT!!!
t.h.A.!.Y.!.B.A.H W.a.s H.e.R.e @
- 12:14 AM ♥--
have to pass my employment checkup before i can start..
man, hope everything goes smoothly.
the thought of leaving SH makes me feel very very sad.
Alot of memories, will really miss all the people..
but fuck SH & Managment..
really really pray i made the right move in my life.
i am really gonna work hard.
PLS GOD, be by my side..
n now, its time to burst out.
i think guys are fuckedup..
yes, there r good ones, no doubt in that.
but how many r there???
Guys R brainless..
Guys R useless.
Guys R selfish..
Guys only think of themselves..
Guys give up everything for friends..
OMG, dam angry.
play all you want boy, but let me tell you, god is watching.
he makes sure everything learns their lesson at 1 pt of time.
urs yet to come.
get prepared to face the music for whatever you are doing now.
yes, u r my family.
yes, i lurve u always.
BUT, i still need you to learn your lesson even if its the harder way.
WhatEVER!!
PEaceOUT!!!
t.h.A.!.Y.!.B.A.H W.a.s H.e.R.e @
- 12:03 AM ♥
